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bleh... I think Im gonna close my wyht account soon. Its too depressing... talking to hott guys that I will never meet or have a chance with in real life, and being told how beautiful i am, even though the truth is I just post the good ones and delete the bad ones (majority of them are bad) Oh how I miss school :( I miss talking to people and stuff. Sure i talked to people from wyht on the mic... but its not like I fucking know them or anything. I cant talk to them the same way I talk to my real friends. Too bad my real friends are too busy having a life. Life is soooo boring. All I do is sit here, or spend money buying useless stuff. Someone save meee
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[19 Jul 2004|02:38am] |
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Wow I havent updated forever.... yet I still have nothing to say. Bye
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[21 May 2004|05:33pm] |
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fuck.. tonights the concerto Concert. From 7 to 9:30 at the Redwood Chapel, 7 bucks for adults and 5 for students. Its gona suck out loud. Oh well. Ill just take my mp3 player and a book with me. So tomorrows my "sweet sixteen"... Most of the people coming are people I dno so yah... Were prolly just gonna sit there in silence. Hehe oh well. I owe Skye big time :-D Yay Paul got me a light up ring. I love it. It kept me entertained all through out 5th period. People kept asking me what I want for my bday... I hate it when people ask me that. I feel like a bitch telling them what to get me. As long as theire not earings, rings, or hair clips, its okay.
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[12 May 2004|04:24pm] |
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AHH I saw the hottest guy get arrested today. It was at school. Ive never seen him before but oh god he was beautiful... I just wanted to headbutt the cop and scoop him up in my arms and fly towards the sunset. The creepy "Hi Maria" freshman creature scared me yesterday. I was in class and I turned around and she was staring at my ass. I figured she was just spacing out so it didnt bother me... then she said "Hey Maria, thats a cute thong" I wanted to tear her ugly fat face off. Not only did she get my name wrong AGAIN, she was staring at my ass. I hate that class so much. Yah and my dad wont fuck off now cause I had 2 C's on my prog report. Cant wait to go to japan. I think Ill leave like.. on the 12th since school ends on the 10th
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[02 May 2004|04:17pm] |
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Dammit... my mom found a lighter in my sweatshirt pocket so now she thinks Im smoking cigarettes or something. I only bought it cause I liked the color and I burn the end of my pencil eyeliner
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Every fucking time i look in the mirror, I see failure, pathetic, stupid, fat, miserable, and coward written all over my ugly face. I almost wish I had the courage to just end it all right now
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[15 Apr 2004|05:40pm] |
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I got my wisdom teeth taken out yesterday. I dont remember a thing. All I remember is this lady with purple eyeshadow. Ive been stuck at home for 2 days now. I survived off shakes yesterday. Today I had another shake but it tasted like shit and I couldnt take it anymore cause my dad bought pizza so I stole a piece and cut it up into tiny pieces and swallowed it. God im pathetic. Tomorrow I get to go to the mall. Thank god my swelling isnt that bad...
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Yay Friday! Yeah today was the Spaghetti Feed at canyon. It smelled real gross and we played for like 15 minutes. What a waste of time. Oh well. Cool shit my mom is coming home Tuesday. Yeah thats all I wanna say for today Im tired. Nite!
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[29 Mar 2004|05:43pm] |
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Wow i havent updated in a long time. Yeah so Im really having fun with my cam lately, but there arent many things I can take. I wanna go outside but I dun wanna be seen...lol. Yeah so my interview for Link Crew is on thursday. I prolly wont get in. They mostly want seniors and juniors with the top grades. Yeah yesterday i went to the mall with Sonjy and bought some shit. I bought the cutest flip flops... but then I saw this bitch wearing it today. DAMMIT! This is why i dont shop there... Plus it was like 15 bucks.
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[20 Mar 2004|03:40pm] |
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Hmm I have nothing to say... I just wanna crawl into a hole and die :(
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[18 Mar 2004|03:57pm] |
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God Im really losing it. I was pissed off the entire day, I stormed out of my 5th period class and cried for a while, then I called skye and I felt a little better, but then the stupid guard came yelling at me to go back to class. I hope he chokes. I also got a F on my notebook for world civ and prolly a F on my spanish exam which I thought was gonna be tomorrow. I wish I just had 2 more weeks to raise my grades, but quarter ends next friday so Im in deep shit. Im gonna have to beg for extra credit (which prolly wont work) so yeah.. I prolly wont be able to be online.
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[17 Mar 2004|04:06pm] |
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YES No more exit exam.. atleast for this year. I brought my sketch book with me today. I got done with 3 drawings. Damn lately all I wanna do is draw. I still have to write my career speech. Im thinking of taking photo next year. Larson thinks I should be in it. I dno... Only a couple more months till summer. YES! Dylan wants to me to go to Mexico with him and his family for the summer. I doubt I could go. Besides, isnt it like blazing hot there during the summer? yahim gonna go bye
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TO LEESHA: THANKYOU BABY MAMA LOVES YOU!
Its beautiful, isnt it? Yeah so today I had to take the high school exit exam. I think I did really good on the essay but whenever I think that, I usually do worse than usual so yeah.... I only get to take it 15 more times. What if I dont pass? *bites nails* Yay I got some guy coughing up cash for me. I wanna see the Passion of Christ. Hmm i wonder if Sonjy's free this weekend. I havent seen her in a while.
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RIP じいじょ
Jesus christ who the hell said I was adorable? I look posessed. But yeah I like this picture. Thats my grandpa next to me. I'll never forget his smile.
So yah today I finished 3 drawings and 1 few days ago. I just have to scan them and then color them. I still have to buy my domain. I just cant think up of a good name... I was gonna do it www.pinholestars.com but its prolly taken. I dont really like that name anymore... I think im gonna make it www.toxic-stars.com I wanted PinkRocket.com but thats taken and if i make it that Id have to make everything pink and I know eventually Ill get sick of it. Yeah I really want a new layout but I tried and i fucked it up. Gotta ask leesha to do it for me again... I feel bad for bothering her about it.
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[20 Feb 2004|11:56pm] |
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I have a fever and my throat hurts. Po mwah. Oh, and chris's hott friend just barged into my room and saw me without my face on, or my hair brushed, wearing sweats and a sweatshirt. Why do I bother getting up in the morning? God... *runs away crying*
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[15 Feb 2004|11:24pm] |
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So yeah today I went to this concert thingy at the Redwood Church to see some bands play. it was pretty cool. Main reason was to see my friends band but omfg I think the 2nd band or something had the hottest drummer guy ever. I took a pic of him. Ill upload it sometime. But when he stood up he was only about my height and thats not very tall. A guy has to be taller than me. Yeah I met some cool people. And I found out that the 99 cent store near the village sells lighters to minors. So awesome! Usually they bitch at you saying they cant sell it to you. Too bad sonjy couldnt go though. Yeah I took a whole bunch of pictures. Ill post them tomorrow Im too tired
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I wanna learn how to dance to para para...
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